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Get down

She's just a friend, you see

You always a-gree

You know I lie but you still trust me

And you believed in so much hope

But I'm the one who let you go



Now that we're done I'm so sorry

Why did I lie I'm so sorry

I know I hurt you

I know I hurt you

Now that we're done I'm so sorry

Why did I lie I'm so sorry

I know I hurt you

I know I hurt you



Ouuohhhh

Get down



You still call my phone

Cause you still want me

I'll tell my friends you're so annoying

You'll cry and curse when you're a-lone

But laugh and flirt when we're on the phone



Now that we're done I'm so sorry

Why did I lie I'm so sorry

I know I hurt you

I know I hurt you(x 4)



Now I see you with him

It was nothing like I thought it'd be

Now I see you with him

It was nothing like I thought it'd be

And I'll break down

(Now I see you with him)

For you

(It was nothing like I thought it'd be)

And I'll break down

(Now I see you with him)

For you

(It was nothing like I thought it'd be)



Now that we're done I'm so sorry.

Why did I lie I'm so sorry.

I know I hurt you.

I know I hurt you.(x 4)

love. wow. u created quite the fucking monster.


are people supposed to survive this shit?




once again life is fucking diffffficult

welll i finally did it. he's completley out of my life. im not so sure this is a good thing but i know i had to sooner or later. u can't belive everything your man says.


RIGHT?


i blocked his number and i gave him his most valued possesion back.
well i hope i made the right choice i think my hearts numb.







everything happens for a reason right?


its not like anything better was to come of that so called relationship.

calling me and asking the same question over and over and i tell him to leave me alone and he said he can't bcuz he still loves me. pooor boy i love him to i just don't know what to say when he's asks bcuz i feeel dumb for what happened last night. &i'm reallllly stubborn.





















































LIFE IS HARD.

babyyyygurrrrrrl, got her phone back.

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept (?)
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease




Oh! You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

christmas yet. i went out of my way to make everyone happy then it all comes back to bite me in the ass. i didnt get any presents and thats not like the worst part. my dad's being his old self again. whats new i shouldve known never to trust him . i guess that's what i get for being nice.

truley a rollercoaster one day i'll be happy and it will seem as if everything is going well or the way it should then the next minute it will turn into the complete opposite. wtf,

why. it just did. idk idk >:( WTF. i get so mad and take out my anger on the wrong ppl or should isay "the wrong ""PERSON""."